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Rabu, 17 Desember 2014

Aku dan Kamu Sama Dengan Kita

Hi, how's your day going?
Sudah lama rasanya saya ga nulis. punya tempat nulis baru sih (read: tumblr).
Di akhir Desember ini hati saya kok cenat-cenut ya. Apa mungkin karena saya ketemu lagi sama **** (read: HanyaSayaDanAllahYangTau)

hmmm
Ceritanya ngode tapi ya gitu seperti biasa kode yang saya buat tetap ga bisa di baca.
kalo kata orang sih "Emansipasi Cinta". sudah zamannya kok cewek menyatakan  perasaan duluan, tapi untuk saya kayaknya ga deh -,-.

Saya juga ga tau kenapa hati saya cenat-cenut pas ketemu sama dia. Terakhir ketemu di pertengahan tahun lalu (2013) dan baru ketemu lagi di akhir tahun ini (2014)
Apakah ini cinta? *BacksoundRaisaCoulditbe

ah, masak sih?
tapi ya tetap saja saya ga tau ini apa. Yang pasti kalo dapet BBm dri doi rasanya senang meskipun yang dibahas bukan "Aku dan Kamu Sama Dengan Kita"


Sabtu, 07 Desember 2013

Vidi Aldiano - Kunanti Candamu

Kau lah yang paling terindah

Yang pantas kurindukan
Hingga mampu mengikat erat
Semua hari-hari yang kulalui
Dan selalu menjerat ke alam kerinduan
Yang sangatlah dalam
Tak pernah ku bisa lupakan dirinya
Walau sejenak saja
Ku ingin kau kembali tersenyum
Bukanlah sedih dan menangis
Maafkan kesalahan
Saat kita masih bersama
Dan bawalah aku melayang
Mendayung cinta di awan
Akankah kembali dan kunikmati lagi

Reff :

Slalu kunanti candamu kembali
Tak pernah lelah hatiku
Kan tetap disini… dan selalu kunanti
Candamu kembali
Slalu kunanti candamu kembali
Kuingin memiliki lagi… slalu kunanti
Candamu kembali


I don't know why. This afternoon, I just wanted to hear Vidi Aldiano's song. especially this song. I just imagine that the one who ever been mine sang this song hihihihi but it's exactly impossible. I realize that it won't happen hehehe. well, at least step by step I'm trying. I'm trying to find some possibilities for the betterment of my life :'] yaaaaaaay


Senin, 28 Oktober 2013

Share your knowledge to others when there's stil time :")

 Saturday, 26th October 2013 

I never thought that on that day, I could feel an amazing experience ever.
actually, this's not my first time being a volunteer for teaching some children about English. 
maybe, the thing that made this feel special was because these children are those who came from the lower economical background family.

ok, let me make this more clear.
I've just got an information about teaching practice that held by "Sanggar Belajar-FKIP Mengajar, BEM FKIP Universitas Sriwijaya". I was interested in reading this information. at first, I didn't have any desire to join this but as I think and think, I knew that I should join this :")

this took for about an hour to go there from Inderalaya. sorry, I haven't told you the name of the village. this village's called as "Seri Banding". it's a kind of a suburb area because people who live here were so left behind from the hectic of a big city. houses here also were organized unwell. people here build their house above the swamp. and I think you can imagined how this could be. there's so much dry mud anywhere. there's no flowing spring there, there's just a kind of lake but it's not too big. and people use the water in the lake for taking bath and etc.

the road also  organized unwell. we need to hold on to the desk of Angkot (the public transportation that we use) for avoiding the tremor. this's caused by the rocks in the ground. when the wheels of Angkot bump the rocks, the tremor will happen.

as far as I saw to the left and to the right of the road, there's only forest. 
the distance among one village and others a bit far. so people here need to use a transportation to reach every village.

it took an hour, right. and when we arrived inSeri Banding, I never thought that the children there will welcome us by screaming
 "yeeeeeeeeey, ayuknyo lah dateng"
which means
 "yeaaaaaaay, our teachers just have arrived!".

the building that be the class for us to teach was just a mosque.
I haven't arrived yet when I saw the children were sitting in front of the mosque. 
deep inside my heart I said," Oh God, thanks for giving me a better life. wishing for a better life too for them. amin".

as soon as possible, I went to meet those children then.
at first, I felt just like a weirdo.
children here weren't shy to meet me. they directly ask me about the things inside my paper bag. 
" ayuk, kamu itu bawak ape?". means: " sister, what's inside your bag?"
I just ignored them. then, they asked me again, I still ignored them. then, they asked me again --" and I answered them by saying "Ok, kalau mau tau apa yang saya bawa, duduk yang manis ya" means: "if you wanna know what'sinside my bag, sit at your place please and I share them my sweetest smile :")".

they're naughty.
they walked arround during the lesson,
talked to their friend when I was explaining the material.

I taught them about English especially, Alphabet, number and parts of body.
actually, children here got some knowledge from their elementary schol, but it's not good enough to support them. they need extra lesson especially English. when I asked them about the Aplhabet (A-Z) and number (1-20) in English, many of them stil didn't know about it.

I was with them for about an hour and half. it felt so quick.
but at least I've taught them about Aplphabet, number and parts of body.
children here were 5 graders student of elementary school. they're small not too tall hehehe. basicly, many of them looked so hard adsorbing the knowledge that I shared so I used a game in helping them. we played "Simon Says" game. and thanks God, they got what I want. they're able to learn Alphabet, number and parts of body.

I took several photo with them during and after the class.

sorry if my pose disturbs your eyes :")
thanks for reading.

I almost forget to say something:

"Please reload this page and read this story again ehehehehe"

"Share your knowledge to others when there's stil time :")"




see what I'm doing. the smallest white board I ever use :")

what a pose -_-




BEM UNSRI and meand also my lovely friend, Riska (beside the two boys)











Selasa, 22 Oktober 2013

Again, being a stalker

This night, I just checked my Twitter account.
when I checked the connection box, tarammmmm......
"someone's following me". and you know who? He's the one that I just followed this afternoon hehehe. 

Actually, my previous writting is the reason why I still write about being a stalker. 
after being a stalker for his blog, I stalked his Twitter account.hehehe

I found his favourite box is full of love words. ya, meskipun tidak terlalu penuh ya hehehe
oh my........I never thought that his tweets were so "Gombal" hehehe.

when I read it, I can say nothing
I think, he's not a kind of person who can write that kind of words.
OK, I'll give ya a kind of Gombal words that ever be tweeted by him 


"Kenapa kamu harus begitu jauh aku kenal, sehingga ketika kamu pergi, bayangan kamu masih terus muncul di pikiranku."

or

"kamu sejenis reptil yah?"."kenapa emangnya?"."kayaknya kamu mulai merayaprayap dihati aku"."..."

ok, fine. it's better for me just being a stalker for his Blog and twitter account. the only thing that I know is his love's ever given to someone that he really loved. that's it. 

Minggu, 20 Oktober 2013

A Stalker

Being a stalker of someone's blog is my job for tonight :".
I never thought that his blog is consisted by several love story and his wishes to Allah for finding the right one. the right one that I mean here is "the one and only who'll be his lovely wife".aaaaargh......

phewwwww.
am I better of now?
he hopes for someone's good because he's trying to be a good one. he deserves to find that woman

I also  deserve to find a good one in the right time, and....
may I deserve him?
*hiks

it's out of my mind
I can't event imagine that I'll be with him

people say " Be a good one first if you want a good one"
well, OK.
I'll try to be someone's good
and help me fix this self my Lord, Allah SWT :)

Selasa, 03 September 2013

Kahitna - Cinta Sudah Lewat

Kadang ingin aku bertemu
Dan berbagi waktu yang terlalui
Sukar tuk sadari
Ku tak boleh mengingini

Reff:
Tanpa mu cinta tak berarti
Cinta sudah lewat
Tak kukira kan begini
Mengapa harus kau terikat
Meski t'lah terucap
Hanya aku yang ada di hatimu

Pernah kucoba menyisihkan
Namun hati tak rela tuk akui
Kenyataan yang ada kasih
Kau tak mungkin ada di sini

Tanpamu cinta tak berarti
Cinta sudah lewat
Tak kukira kan begini
Mengapa harus kau terikat
Meski t'lah terucap
Hanya aku yang ada di hatimu

Bila memang cinta tak harus slalu miliki
Namun nyatanya tak mudah melupakan

Tanpamu cinta tak berarti
Cinta sudah lewat
Tak kukira kan begini
Mengapa harus kau terikat
Meski t'lah terucap
Hanya aku yang ada di hatimu

Ooooo... ooo...

Tak kukira kan begini
Mengapa harus kau terikat
Meski t'lah terucap
Hanya aku yang ada di...
Hanya aku yang s'lalu di...
Hatimu.

Minggu, 25 Agustus 2013

"Everything Has Changed" (Taylor swift duet with Ed Sheeran)


[Taylor Swift]
All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before.
And all I've seen since eighteen hours ago
Is green eyes and freckles in your smile
In the back of my mind making me feel right

[Taylor Swift]
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now

[Both]
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you

[Both]
'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

[Ed Sheeran]
And all my walls stood tall painted blue
And I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you

[Taylor Swift]
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies
The beautiful kind, making up for lost time,
Taking flight, making me feel right

[Both]
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you


[Both]
'Cause all I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
And you'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time, oh, oh, oh.
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind.

[Taylor Swift]
I just wanna know you better, know you better, know you better now
I just wanna know you, know you, know you


[Both]
All I know is we said, "Hello."
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name
Everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

[Taylor Swift]
All I know is we said, "Hello."
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain and everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days I'll know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Senin, 29 Juli 2013

only one

When I can't close my eyes, I tried posting this blog. a week ago, I just had a kind of secret chit-chat with him, the one that ever be mine. and tonight, I remembered him but I can do nothing. I checked my laptop then I found this, hopefully he knows what's meant by this song. Happy watching :)


Yellow Card - Only One




Minggu, 28 Juli 2013

afgan - cinta tanpa syarat

Aku belajar mencintaimu
Mencintai Tanpa Syarat apapun
Meski kau yang tersulit untukku
Tapi aku tak ragu

Kini kita sudah semakin jauh
Bahkan sulit untuk kembali
Kuberi semua yang ada padaku
Tanpa syarat apapun

Aku ingin trrus ada dihatimu
Aku lelaki yang tak bisa mudah menggantimu
Meski aku takut akan kelemahanmu
Ku takkan lari karena cintaku sempurna

Kini kita sudah semakin jauh
Bahkan sulit untuk kembali
Kuberi semua yang ada padaku
Tanpa syarat apapun

Aku ingin terus ada dihatimu
Aku lelaki yang tak bisa mudah menggantimu
Meski aku takut akan kelemahanmu
Ku takkan lari karena cintaku sempurna

Sabar - Afgan with English Sub


This is one of my fave songs from my fave singer Afgan Syahreza. This's "Sabar" or in english it can be called as: be patient or calm down. this song is one of the originl soundtrack from "Refrain" where Afgan played his Role as Nata and Maudy Ayunda as Niki. Refrain, Saat cinta selalu pulang.


Sabar, sabarlah cintaku
calm, calm down my dear
Hanya sementara kau harus dengannya
it's just for a while that you'd be with him
Kau harus bersamanya kini
you should be with him, now

Sabar, sabarlah cintaku
calm, calm down my dear
Takkan selamanya karena sebenarnya

because actually, it won't forever
Kau tahu sesungguhnya aku

you know that I am
Aku yang paling kau cinta
I'm who you love the most
Aku yang paling kau mau

I'm who you want the most
Rahasiakan aku sedalam-dalamnya cintamu

save me as your secret as deeply as your love
Aku yang pasti kau cinta
I'm who surely you love
Aku yang pasti kau mau

I'm who surely you want
Selamanya di hidupmu aku kekasihmu

forever in your life, I'm yours
Sabar, sabarlah cintaku
calm, calm down my dear
Hanya sementara kau harus dengannya

it's just for a while that you'd be with him
Kau harus bersamanya kini wooo

you should be with him, now
Sabar, sabarlah cintaku
calm, calm down my dear
Takkan selamanya karena sebenarnya

because actually, it won't forever
Kau tahu sesungguhnya aku ooo

you know that actually, I am
Aku yang paling kau cinta
I'm who you love the most
Aku yang paling kau mau

I'm who you want the most
Rahasiakan aku sedalam-dalamnya cintamu

save me as your secret as deeply as your love

Aku yang pasti kau cinta
I'm who surely you love
Aku yang pasti kau mau

I'm who surely you want
Selamanya di hidupmu aku kekasihmu

forever in your life, I'm yours

Aku yang pasti kau cinta
I'm who surely you love
Aku yang pasti kau mau

I'm who surely you want
Selamanya di hidupmu aku kekasihmu

forever in your life, I'm yours

Minggu, 21 Juli 2013

you

we sat
we shared
we flashed our mind back


I sat
I shared you what I wanna say
I stared you deeply
I thought that you were mine

you sat
you shared me what you wanna say
you saw me, just saw me
and you realized me that you were not mine

it hurts since we weren't a part
it kills me since we broke up
it feels nothing since you're not mine

I feel nothing since you we're not mine
it's killing me since we broke up
it's hurting me since we we're not a part

you used to be mine
you used to be my sun
you used to be my star
you used to be my moon

you used to be my friend
you used to be my best friend
you used to be my boy friend

how big this love is
how long this journey will take me
and how will God show his way to make you meet me again?
someday, I believe in someday

with love
sleep well, there




Sabtu, 20 April 2013

Lost - Michael Buble

I can't believe it's overI watched the whole thing fallAnd I never saw the writing that was on the wallIf I'd only knewThe days were slipping pastThat the good things never lastThat you were crying
Summer turned to winterAnd the snow it turned to rainAnd the rain turned into tears upon your faceI hardly recognized the girl you are todayAnd god I hope it's not too lateIt's not too late'Cause you are not aloneI'm always there with youAnd we'll get lost togetherTill the light comes pouring through'Cause when you feel like you're doneAnd the darkness has wonBabe, you're not lostWhen your worlds crashing downAnd you can't bear the thoughtI said, babe, you're not lost
Life can show no mercyIt can tear your soul apartIt can make you feel like you've gone crazyBut you're notThings have seem to changedThere's one thing that's still the sameIn my heart you have remainedAnd we can fly fly fly away
'Cause you are not aloneAnd I am there with youAnd we'll get lost togetherTill the light comes pouring through'Cause when you feel like you're doneAnd the darkness has wonBabe, you're not lostWhen the worlds crashing downAnd you can not bear the crossI said, baby, you're not lostI said, baby, you're not lostI said, baby, you're not lostI said, baby, you're not lost

Jumat, 19 April 2013

increasing knowledge

besides visited some of beaches in Bali, we also visited IALF (Indonesia Australia Language Foundation). here, we got a kind of Seminar. it was about how to teach grammar communicatively. it's amazing. as the teacher of English later on, we can also implement some strategies that we got in IALF.











Bandung, I need it more!!!

Poor we, in Bandung we just visited Pasar Baru, Cibaduyut and Trans Studio. I just took photos when I was in Trans Studio.